The reprieve left a trace in the treble of rejoicing
a voice ascending slightly amid meadows blindly vulpine
designed seductively by hunters and gathered forth the dawn
lemon yellow water color bleeding through oscillating an insipid version of your vertigo
the delinquent orphan vitiated outline of a person set aside like sketch
the stains that played the sullen boy into a madman
has summoned the maternal images and translated them as joy
I was born a woman and fucked as a man wanting to be a child once again simply to love without restraint
without need to call it property or cage it like a victim
old ideas consecrated to the malady of selfish peace
a lofty pariah shortly thereafter seeking solace in the echoing lie that swept the world in the guise of romanticism
shoeless and small arms crossed deaf to the abandon
we say wane
the devil and the falling of winter rains
the showers fruitful and forthcoming
evil flowers bloom beyond their evil
as they earthquake severing already broken families
decades had to drain me before I understood
mountains no more desire to crush me than I wish them good will
leaves in fall
snow in late December
quiet creeks with flowing hair quenching thirsty broken stones
let me always do remember
now it has been quite some time the old ways have tried and tried
fare thee well and if you care return a warm good bye
and so I go with soft crunching sounds in sand
far and blurring
in the shudder of the golden strand
plead and cry if you will
I’ll understand
I have set my controls for the heart of the Olympus
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